Intoxi'Kath'ing Whispers

During form four and form five, I had teachers that seemed to me incapable of teaching us. They do not know how to answer questions that we pose to them. This frustrated me greatly and I used to be biased against these teachers. I sort of disliked them and would find every mistake that they make, to complain about. They were teachers for goodness sake, they should know the answers! Same thing happened in form six with our chemistry teacher, who had stopped teaching the subject 16 years ago and needed to refresh her mind. Her teaching was hesitant and whenever we asked questions her answer was always go and read up from your text books or copy from your friends. I was really flustered at that time. Now, in my job as a homework guidance teacher, I find it hard to answer every question that a student doesn't know. I have to hesitate, think for awhile and check up the dictionary before I can give them a clear and correct answer. I can see the students being flustered themselves and eve...

Haha. At last, I have managed to secure a temporary job to fill up my months of free time. I am not sure for how long I'll be working but I will spend at least a month doing something useful. Haha. The job that I am in now, I feel very happy about it. Not only the high pay but also the work. I am currently working as a homework guidance teacher to children from Std 1 to Std 5. Wokring hours are 7.30am to 9.30am and then 3.30pm to 6.30pm. Five hours a day and I only have to work during weekdays. My pay is RM 10 per hour.. So each day I'll be RM 50 richer!! Cool dude. Feel so happy that I got this job. Seriously :) The kids aren't that bad, but there are always one or two that drive you nuts with their words and behaviour. Argh! Some of them are so cute and puny that I actually enjoy talking with them and seeing them. Hehe. Some are so sweet, they give little presents like sweets or biscuits. Which reminds me, I have to buy some goodies to give them too. This job really is be...

Year after year, I have always celebrated Chinese New Year the same old way. Changes to our routine rarely happens. On the eve of the Chinese New Year (CNY), My whole family will go back to seyang to my grandma's house to have the reunion dinner. It is a time for family members to gather together especially those who are busy working and rarely seen for most of the year. Time for people to catch up with one another, like who's getting married, who has kids, whose girlfriend and boyfriend and so on. This dinner is a big feast with lots of food to signify lots of wealth through the whole new year. Each food laid on the table signifies something good and positive. At night, parents are said to have a longer life the longer their children keep awake during this eve night. The next morning which is also the first day of CNY, I normally have nin go for breakfast covered with shredded coconut. Then we head off to Church to start the New Year with blessings. Haha. We also get an angpau...

It is already the year 2006. And so far, I have yet to find any temporary jobs to fill up my spare time with. Now, I am at home doing housework and other normal stuff. I think I will soon bore myself to death, that's why I am online during this time of the day. But finding a job is the least of my worries in the sense of long term goals. The thing that worries me is my future path after STPM. Should I wait for my results and for the entry into local universities? Or should I just enrol into private universities once I get my STPM results? Classes only commence in July and for local Us it is either in June or July as well. So far, the only private Us offering pharmacy courses are IMU, UCSI and Nottingham. Fees are not cheap too. My dad will have to sell a house in order to enrol me. But am I really sure of going to private Us? What about my two years in STPM, the main aim, to get entry into local Us? Ai yayay.. what to do?

Woo- hoo! I feel so glad, relieved, so many words rolled into one to describe how I am feeling right now. Finally, STPM is over! I actually can't believe it. I still remember when I just started classes in form six. In a blink of an eye, it's over. Just like that. On the last day, I was still feeling blur. Didn't realise I won't be seeing my classmates untill results day! And I can finally bade goodbye to the school and those school uniforms. Haha! Hmmm.. How did I do in the STPM? I am not sure too. All I know is that this year's questions were way tougher compared to last year's. Which is quite weird, cause everyone thought that this year would be easy. Oh well. At least, I can tell the world that I sat for THE STPM. I won't say I conquered it but I faced it with all the courage I could muster. Ha... but I think my mathematics has already gone down the drain. Hope I won't fail for that subject. That paper was quite a shocker to me. Partly my fault for e...

Yay yay. Trials are over! Now the only exam I have left is the real STPM exam. After that, freedom and paradise. Hehe. Well, for a while anyway. Since the beginning of this year, I have started counting the number of exams I have to sit through. Months pass and now I only have the major one to focus on. This time, I am giving myself another opportunity to work hard and be better. To be more determined and well prepared. The incident which happened during SPM will not happen again!!! I will not let it as I have regretted my actions for not studying hard enough during that time. Regrets are useless, so, I will concentrate fully and work diligently in facing the 3rd toughest exam in the world. I know I can do it and I will. Words can't bring me down. No way. My goal is to acheive the highest CGPA possible and the highest grades. You go girl! Show it to them, give it to them baby!

Why do friends have to fight amongst themselves??? Why can't they just sort it out the proper way instead of backstabbing and accusing one another??? I hate to be caught in between. I really like my friends on both sides, but now they're arguing amongst themselves. Years of friendship, is it just going to break off because of some misunderstanding??? Where am I going to stand next then? This side or that? I really feel sad and wish that all these just did not have to happen.. Why? Why must everyone talk and not learn to listen? I wish that they would just grow up and open their eyes to see the world around them carefully... Friendships will easily be ruined because people do not take the time to understand and know their friends closely. What a waste for such a beautiful friendship to just end like that...