Intoxi'Kath'ing Whispers

S***! It is really damn hot right now. Stifling hot, not even a breeze or a wind. This kind of weather makes me want to sleep instead when I have so much work to do. It’s so hot, my mood is not there to do my work. I end up sitting at the computer typing away. It’s been a while since my last entry. Been busy as a bee, with midterm tests all going on and assignments to hand in by the dateline. Finally, these have all come and gone, and now, my main worry is my final exams. Before that, let me update you on what has been happening in this month. Firstly, my DSL router got struck by lightning. One of my sisters didn’t pull out the cord after use and it was raining heavily that day. Now, I am ‘internet-less’ and I seriously feel the pinch and loss. I haven’t really realized how much I depended on the internet. I used to think that I will be okay without internet, but now I am beginning to think otherwise. So for now, my only main access to the internet is through my campus computer labs. T...

The word 'idiot' has become a very much a part of my vocabulary nowadays. Perhaps it is due to some uncanny and scrupulous people I meet in the train, bus and yes, even in my campus. I have already complained about the train passengers a few times, that I know. So I won't bore you with those details. The people in my campus is the highlight of the day! In campus, when we go for lectures in the lecture hall, it is the norm to keep place for our friends. One of my friends met with an accident last year, and this has caused her to go around in campus using crutches . She has difficulty going up the stairs (slow as well) and lecture halls as you know it are built stadium style with rows of seats ascending upwards towards the back. So we basically will keep seats in the front row for her convenience. As there are five of us in our gang, two of us will normally keep five seats as we are two of the early ones. Another two arrive just in time for the lecture to start. (I am se...

Yes, I am already 21 and still single ! Why, am I telling you this, you may ask. Because I get loads of people asking me when am I going to get a boyfriend! Hello? Boyfriends don’t just drop from heaven okay?!! Hmm… maybe they will if I pray a lot. Hehe. I get it from my friends... I even get it from my grandma! Can you imagine that?! Someone, who I think of as a traditional and old-fashioned thinking lady asking me, a supposedly hip and modern girl, when she is going to get a boyfriend! Ahh!! Let me tell you what she said. Grandma : Yar yat sui lo! (You’re 21 already!) Zhong mei wan dou korkor zai ah? (Still haven’t found a bf yet?) Me : Ha?!! …… What is this??? Ha! I was talking with a few of my friends last Friday. Some of us are still single. So I told them my analogy of why we were still single. Each girl has her own destined knight in shining armour (I know, too many fairytales :P). The knights in shining armours are most probably lost in a dense and thick forest in a s...

These are bottles of alcoholic drinks I took at my friend's house. We had a drinking party. But I didn't drink though. Not this time anyway. I am allergic to alcohol . Haha. Which really is a good thing to me, as I have a valid reason not to drink the next time. Seriously, the agony you have to go through after consuming alcohol is not worth the money and time you spend for these kinds of drinks. For me, that is. To each man, his or her own. One man's meat is another man's poison. :) As you can see, this is a Vodka. This... is the famous JD whiskey. Tequila... The one and only drink which I drank and later found out that I am allergic to alcohol. This is a Bacardi. Another brand of Tequila. I, of course, kept my distance from it. And finally, these are the glasses into which the drinks are poured into.

I am feeling very 'emo' today. I do not know why. All I know is, the minute I got up to get ready for classes, I started to cry. Tears just started to roll down and I found it a bit hard to stop. This is seriously weird la k, early in the morning, crying. Aaiii... but then I do have quite a low Emotinal Quotient (EQ). I find it hard to control my feelings. I can be very patient, yes. Even if people scold me for NO reason (parents excluded), I will just smile and look at you like what you said doesn't hurt me even a bit. Even though IT DOES! But I seriously can take it as just a normal conversation we are having. There are things though, especially things that I really care about, that will make me cry if it's bad.  Crying to most people is seen as something lame, a loser. But to me, it is very therapeutic. Everytime I cry, I will immediately feel better and be able to see things through, clearly. It enables me to see things through another perspective. And sudden...

Boo-hoo!!! I am 21 years old already! I feel old.. I know most people would probably be cheering and rejoicing at their new found 'freedom' but to me being 21 is not really fun. Well, not fun YET anyway. It does not seem to make such a big difference to me in my past, present or even future life. I don't go into clubs(plan to though), I don't really gamble so much that I would die to get into a casino. It's just like a normal ageing thing to me.  Firstly , I am among the first among my peers to BE 21!! That is one reason why I feel OLD.  Secondly , I can no longer behave like a small kid and blame it on my teen tantrums.. Hehe. Thirdly , I have more responsibilities at this age, namely to vote for my country's wakil rakyat when election time starts which is like two, three more years to go? Which reminds me, I must get myself registered soon.   Fourthly , being 21 means you are one step closer to being 30! And I can't simply imagine myself being a...

Classes started last three weeks ago. The very first day itself, I already had a lab report to do. Ah!!! I am still in a holiday mood/mode. I cannot seem to get myself to work. I have not started studying or revising yet. I have to, soon. Tests are coming. As I blog this, I am still campus, waiting for my last lecture which starts at 4pm. Had nearly four hours of break just now. Just spent my time finishing my report, chatting with people and surfing the net for fun. Oh ya, remember the one month job I mentioned I did in a local U? I got my paycheque already. Finally! Guess how much all that work is worth? Haha. RM 204. Not even enough to take my family out to Friday's or sorts. That's what my mom said anyway, haha. But it's true! I do not care though, I am just so thrilled that I have some dough!!! Yay!!! I hate, no not hate, fear chemistry equations, concepts, anything to do with chemistry especially the chemistry lab report. I am always confused about what I am doing!...