Torn...

Dear God,

I have had a horrible time during the last two weeks.
I am struggling, Lord.
Please don't put me in this situation.
I am not strong enough to take it.

I can't.

I have been crying so much that I am so disappointed with myself.

I do not know how to handle this.
I have never been in a situation like so.
Is there really no other way?

Oh God, for the first time in my life, I feel so torn. So torn.

I really, really don't know what to do....



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Lai Tee @ Grace said…
I don't know what area you disappointed with yourself - anyway, cry is good for your soul, at least God hears and He appreciate your confession - God will strengthen those who are weak, trust in Him fully. Surely, you will find yourself again, who you really are - child of God..
I myself also have my tough times - sometimes disappointed at myself and cried for very long period, but I always trust in the living God that He will strengthen me - always remember His promises: "I will not leave you nor forsake you" (emphasis mine), and my motto I got from the bible "I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me"

I can't do by my own strengthen, but I can do all things by God's strength, so do you, Kath,
(Kath can do all things through Christ who strengthen Kath)

live life and enjoy the fullness of life that is given by God, :) cheers!! you can do it, and all the best to you!!
Monday, May 14, 2012 12:31:00 AM
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