Soul Adoptees
I'm procrastinating.
I should be doing others things but I just don't feel like doing it. Like planning out my itinerary for my upcoming overseas trip or ironing my clothes. I feel so lazy.... Oh gosh.
You know, having a soul adoptee to pray for is tough. But yours truly was greedy enough to adopt 9 living persons as her soul adoptees. Nine!! I'm making my own life tougher. And it is not as if my praying stamina is strong..!
I'm lazy... but because I wanted to adopt nine living souls, I have to keep them constantly on my mind and in my prayers. Be it at work, bedtime, bus stop, daydreaming, they are always on my mind....circling round my thoughts.
It takes a lot of commitment to pray for them. Sometimes, I struggle to pray, especially during bedtime when I'm half asleep. Or when I get distracted by a passing cat or other annoying humans as I wait at the bus stop. Or even at work where I just try to close my eyes in prayer and the office door opens with someone looking for "Kathleen". Sigh.
It has been about a month since I started this activity. I started on June 13, a significant date as it is the birthday of one of my soul adoptees (easier to remember too, hahaha). I am supposed to complete one year of prayers for them.
In a way, I am excited to see what my prayers can do for these nine people within a year. Yet, I am also scared to see that nothing has changed.
But dear God, give me the strength and will power to pray for these nine people for a year. Please accept all my prayers for them, no matter how short, how long, how incomplete or how complete they are. These prayers come truly from the bottom of my heart.
And I will try my best to carry on.
At least it makes me increase my prayers....hahahaha!
I won't tell you who the nine adoptees are but I can break this down for you.
1. 8 guys, 1 lady
2. 5 are known to me and they know me, 4 are only known by name to me and they have no idea who I am.
Keep praying!
I should be doing others things but I just don't feel like doing it. Like planning out my itinerary for my upcoming overseas trip or ironing my clothes. I feel so lazy.... Oh gosh.
You know, having a soul adoptee to pray for is tough. But yours truly was greedy enough to adopt 9 living persons as her soul adoptees. Nine!! I'm making my own life tougher. And it is not as if my praying stamina is strong..!
I'm lazy... but because I wanted to adopt nine living souls, I have to keep them constantly on my mind and in my prayers. Be it at work, bedtime, bus stop, daydreaming, they are always on my mind....circling round my thoughts.
It takes a lot of commitment to pray for them. Sometimes, I struggle to pray, especially during bedtime when I'm half asleep. Or when I get distracted by a passing cat or other annoying humans as I wait at the bus stop. Or even at work where I just try to close my eyes in prayer and the office door opens with someone looking for "Kathleen". Sigh.
It has been about a month since I started this activity. I started on June 13, a significant date as it is the birthday of one of my soul adoptees (easier to remember too, hahaha). I am supposed to complete one year of prayers for them.
In a way, I am excited to see what my prayers can do for these nine people within a year. Yet, I am also scared to see that nothing has changed.
But dear God, give me the strength and will power to pray for these nine people for a year. Please accept all my prayers for them, no matter how short, how long, how incomplete or how complete they are. These prayers come truly from the bottom of my heart.
And I will try my best to carry on.
At least it makes me increase my prayers....hahahaha!
I won't tell you who the nine adoptees are but I can break this down for you.
1. 8 guys, 1 lady
2. 5 are known to me and they know me, 4 are only known by name to me and they have no idea who I am.
Keep praying!
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