Intoxi'Kath'ing Whispers

I simply adore the Doctor Who series. Caught it from my younger sister. There were a few episodes that stuck in my mind because it was scary. And mind you, Doctor Who is not a horror series. That was why when I watched the first episode, featuring the weeping angels, I jumped out of my skin. Hahaha, even my godbrothers were hiding behind pillows.... -.-' Thing is, it isn't as scary as movies like Ju-On or Paranormal Activity, but somehow it got to us watching it... hahaha. This is the weeping angel. Looks like any ordinary stone or marble statue right? Wrong. They are, only as you see them, as you look at them. Turn around or get stuck in a space with flickering lights with them....you're dead. Every flicker of a light, they get closer to you. Every blink of an eye, they change their positions. In order to survive, you have to keep looking at them. They don't move when you look at them. That is the only way to stay alive.... But flickering lig...

I do not want to be your group project leader. Please please select someone more worthy and more capable. Look at the marks that we got, it's so freaking low!!! I am not good in this...Huh. Why did you all force this on me??? I feel very burdened that our group got low marks for our group presentation. It is as if the decisions I made was bad. It is very disheartening. I don't want to do this....*wails* I was so disappointed I burst out at what Lim said, though he didn't mean it. If no one gives any comments then I will  proceed with what I think is best. But it wasn't the best....  I hate this. Now onto the heart issues, which I rarely rarely talk about.... This is why... A friend had self-inflicted injuries because of a relationship turned sour. She was always a very strong woman, confident and sure of what she wanted. If a person like her, self harms because of a guy, what more do you think I would do, a person who is not strong at all? Another friend of mine ...

Oh gosh... this cover is so so nice!!! The way he sings and with the piano playing in the background... it just touches my heart and my soul. "If I see you next to never, how can we say forever?" Have fun listening.

I have been feeling very emotional these few days... Could it be that time of the month? Could it be that I put too much pressure on myself? Could it be that I expect too much from my kids? Could it just be something else...? I thought I escaped from the world's cruel eye and perception of beauty. Something that killed me and my confidence terribly during the last few years. I enjoy being the apple of my kids' eyes. To them, you are just their 'auntie'. They look up at you as you tell them stories. They cry when you take away their 'rewards'. They laugh when you say silly things. They ask you things when they are curious as to what you are up to. (I have tricks up my sleeves for them, hehe.) They come searching for you when they need to go to the toilet. (Don't ask...) I enjoy all that. The freedom of being away from the media-crazed world and their outlook of what defines beauty in a woman. I have been able to feel loved and cared for even...