Intoxi'Kath'ing Whispers

At first, I thought, I really knew what I wanted. But now, I no longer feel that way. I do not know what I want or what I am searching for. Everyday just seems to pass by in a dzae. Eat, sleep, housework, tv, computer. The same routine for almost everyday with the exception of some. I do not believe that I am laidback, yet I am not that particularly active as well. I wonder if I am too afraid to take risks. Too afraid to venture out. Afraid to enter the working world. Yet, studying again cripples me with fear. The feeling and a sense of being lost and stupid haunts me almost every hour. People tell me to enjoy it while I can. I do. But I detest this feeling of aimlessness. I feel useless and unworthy. And it gets worse as convocation day comes by, when I may soon be listed/ fall into that percentage as one of those who are jobless and not studying. Oh joy!

Just got back from Genting with Meow and Tee. Let's just say that this trip was quite eventful...hahaha. Very. Tuesday, the day we went up... We... - Met irritating, annoying and stubborn taxi drivers. Kept saying things like " Xian zai shi yi dian de ba shi o, deng ni pai de lai ke neng liang dian de ba shi le.. " (It's now the 1130am bus, by the time you buy your tickets it'll be the 2pm bus.) As if that's not bad enough, when we finally reached the Genting skyway station, one of those annoying taxi drivers was there. " Xiao jie, ni xian zai cai dao a? wo yi jing chi bao le o ." (Wah miss, now only reach ah? I have already eaten my lunch lo.) Like whatever. We also ate already wert, just that we ate down in KL. - Boarded a taxi whose driver does not know where he is going. Our bus to Genting was at 12 noon. So we went to Melati McD to eat as there was time. (Hahah). We left the place at 1125 am to find a taxi to take us straight to the terminal p...