Grievances
A quick update before I plonk myself into bed. My maternal grandfather passed away last Friday. Friends who have asked me how I was coping, said this to me, "You sound unconcerned though." I received that comment TWICE. I will dedicate a post to him soon, just not now as I am still recovering from the stress and heartaches. But let me explain the above situation now, lest I sound like a bad granddaughter. I lost someone whom I was really close to two years ago. The pain of that loss was somehow buried deep in the corners of my heart and I never want to experience it again. Knowing my grandfather was admitted into the ICU, that knowledge brought back the memories of that death two years ago. The pain I was trying to forget, threatened to resurface. I do not want to cry again. I do not want to keep crying. To do that, I pretended that nothing was going to happen to my grandfather. I pretended that nothing was wrong. I admit I sounded very unconcerned. But it wa...