Intoxi'Kath'ing Whispers

Yup! I redeemed it. Guardian's Big Headz Plush. A promotion by Guardian which ran from October 2009 till February 2010. Every purchase of RM15 entitles a person to a sticker!! Collect 40 stickers and you get to redeem a free doll like below!! Ta-da! (Yes, and you can calculate how much I spend on my toiletries. :D)     Ain't it cute? You get to choose from a variety of animals. Personally, I find the monkey the most ugliest. (Sorry mom, dad and Shir. Who are born in the year of the monkey). The other plushies are ok. Hahaha. There's the elephant, tiger, panther and four others. Of course, the cutest is the zebra la! Hahaha. Truth be told though, I didn't collect all the stickers by myself. Had help from my sister's boss, my sister and my aunty. LOL. Thank you!!!   Take me home puhlease.... This is the second time we redeemed something from Guardian. Another time was the Paddington bear series. Almost the same concept except that lesser stickers meant you were...

Happy Chinese New Year to one and all...! :D We have now left Mrs Cow to graze on the fields and bravely jumped onto Mr. Tiger's back for an exciting and happening year ahead. Yee-ha! (Ok that's for a horse..) Anyway, CNY is like its usual. Routined and predictable. A difference in this year and last, is that we no longer go to my grandma's house for the reunion dinner on the eve as she has left us to go to a better place. Instead, we have it in our own house. I realize this year that reunion dinners are getting a wee bit bitchy. (Pardon the word) Gossips, 'busybody' interrogations (Gosh, how I hate this part), flaring of tempers and many more. I see people changing year after year (Not only physically mind you). Perhaps I have changed too, I do not know. Some people do not change, their annoying habits remain the same that continue to irk me year after year. Some people seem to have change a lot, from bad to worse, from ok to good and so on. Oh well. Reunion dinne...

I thought I had it all... I really did until that incident occurred. Now, I have lost all hope in life. I think that life is no longer worth living. What for, I ask myself. To suffer? To be slaves for another? Answering to his every beck and call. No! I do not want it to be that way. I do not want to live that way. I want to be free! I want my freedom. No strings attached. Just me, and my wings. So that I will be able to fly up to the skies and leave this mess down here below. But how long till I get there? I have decided to quicken that process. I laugh to myself silently as I peel the sealed rectangular silver packing open. Inside, the sharp blade glistened, beckoning to me. Carefully I take it out and examined it. I can see my reflection upon it. My hair, my face, my fake smile. I can see the haunted look in my eyes that has been there for years. I can see my jawbones protruding out., which gives my facial features a harsher look. As if in a daze, I walk into the ba...

Dancing With God     When I meditated on the word    Guidance,   I kept seeing "dance" at the end of the word.   I remember reading that doing God's will is a lot like dancing.   When two people try to lead, nothing feels right.   The movement doesn't flow with the music,   and everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky.   When one person realizes that, and lets the other lead,   both bodies begin to flow with the music..   One gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back   or by pressing Lightly in one direction or another.   It's as if two become one body, moving beautifully.   The dance takes surrender, willingness,   and attentiveness from one person   and gentle guidance and skill from the other.   My eyes drew back to the word    Guidance.   When I saw "G": I thought of God, followed by "u" and "i".   "God, "u" and "i" dance."   God, you, ...